but I just want to blog.
I want to write about love and frustrations and my day to day life, but I can’t seem to put my thoughts into words. I’m thinking too abstractly to get most of it out. I don’t even know what the concrete ideas are. In my mind I know clearly what I’m thinking and how I feel about it, but to articulate these sentiments is beyond my power.This might be a little rough, but here it goes:
1. I’m frustrated because I lost my lunch bag. It’s somewhere at Rocky but I don’t know. This causes number 2.
2. I’m frustrated because I don’t have food to eat right now. I always pack breakfast, snacks and lunch with me to school and work. This causes number 3.
3. I’m crabby because I’m hungry and I know I won’t get to eat until I go to work at 12:30. That sucks. So I’m going to be perpetually pissed off until then. Sorry Spanish class, don’t expect me to be in a good mood.
4. I understand not liking Valentines Day if you’re single, but I didn’t even like it that much having a significant other. It was just kinda another day. I express my love everyday, not just one day a year. Things don’t need to be specially concocted for this one day. We had a pretty normal even in fact. Watched a bad movie and ate pizza. It was heart shaped pizza though, so that is special. I didn’t even eat much chocolate.
5. I feel like I’m slacking in college right now. I need to get back on top of homework. I’m tired of being behind. I feel like I’m wanted in too many places at once to actually sit down alone and do homework.
6. Even though some of the above items suck, I’m still happy. I’m happy because I’m loved, I love and I know that love is reciprocated. I believe in God and knows he loves me and will take care of me.
That’s enough for now.
